"please don't smite me"

I've been taking a lot of deep breaths lately. I don't realise how loud they are, but I guess it must be pretty loud cuz everyone always turns to look at me. Things have been better since the last blog. It actually got better the next day. Thx for all your encouragement guys (minus Tony.... his was more of an attention seeking comment:P)...

Tuesday my partner teacher was really tired, and went home right when the bell rang... In fact, his coat was on 5 minutes before the bell rang, so that made my day. Wedesday was expected, and today I woke up with a bad sore throat. It hurts still, but I nuked it for all it's worth, and faked really sick... I came home in the afternoon and worked on some paper work that needs to be done for the studio.

I don't plan on going to school tomorrow either. I've called in sick... it's just stupid case class and then a CBE workshop... I figure I can just get the notes and catch up instead of spending the whole day at the university and then rushing over to the studio. Ugh... the studio. Tomorrow will mark precisely one week since the mean lady came to harass me. I wish I could just put a curse on her... but Christianity doens't teach us how to do that, and I'm afraid of witches...

Oh yeah, there's a RCM workshop that is only offered on Monday morning... how convenient that I will still be sick, so I can go to that too... the only thing I'm worried about is God punishing me to being a scammer... but who knows? Maybe God only works on Sundays, and rests the other six days of the week... cuz on Sunday I'm not going fake anything ;)